Apocalypse!!!

Those dark brightened shadows

moved in with such ease

If death had failed them that night

time would definitely cease

Their toys when moved in action

death submitted in shame

A massacre of devotion and emotions

never sounded them lame

They barged in, stepping forward

to rule over the left over humanity

When the veil lifted, unravelling truth

they wondered at their vanity

The human race was extinct

except their pride, religion and blood

Countries without boundaries,

Holy books without it's devotees

And rivers filled with mud

Now they looked around, to feel

the darkness they buried in their lives

Contemplating their actions 

of burning homes, slaughtering children,

raping sisters and selling their wives

"He" told there is an end to everything

to start fresh; to give a new definition

But as the dawn of apocalypse slid in

he promised to re-create earth

without a single human!!!

Being molested...

An old man on the street, who often winks at

A conductor, charges more than money for a ticket

A friend on bike, breaks often complaining bad roads

And a cousin, kills the innocence before it blooms

Colleague blocks the way, rubs the shoulders rough

Boss gives a perfect hundred if he gets a hug

That french beard stranger whistles as if I am deaf

His group of friends just find my trail like a pug

That uncle brings home chocolates to stroke my back

Neighbour for a mere sketch, crosses the dignity track

My brother's friend teaches me more than history

Boy friend often wondered, when shall be his victory

And there was the policeman, thought would save

He too looked lustful, like past vengeance in eyes

Finally, after running from all, at home feeling safe

They ask me, 

"What clothes you wear? how do you walk

Can't you look down? Can't you just not talk?

If they touch, can't you disappear in the crowd?

Don't tense us, three more girls and we are not proud"

I gulped it down, the bitter fact of life

I couldn't scream, spit and not even cry

I knew, the night was falling shattering me every single bit

But I had to sleep, to be prepared for the next day's molest

ADDICTED!!!

It pulled me, dragged me and tangled me
It took me for granted
It strangled me often, with eyes open and smiling in
I fought back, I did hopelessly
Tears rolling down, repentance starting to stagger
The depression was over though, short while
Something else filled my blood now
Something so cold yet, boiling strong
Fencing an invisible cage
I swear, I did try to break out
Yesterday, that day and even today
It is about its aura, spreading around me
Not letting me go
Making me so slow
Weak, tired and timid
Now once again, I see hope
I don't know but somehow
Like I did yesterday, that day
But I know, I won't win, I lose
Cage is strong and I feel guilty
For taking shelter here, which had no exit
I was sad then, but so much alive
Today, I feel nothing
No fear, No anger, No sorrow
No happiness, either
I feel nothing apart from my hollow soul
I feel, no matter how hard I try
I have knocked the door of my death

Shades of Fear!!!

When I look at myself in the mirror, I am in shell of horror

Sometimes I feel my heart will explode, every ringing bell gives me a road

Sometimes the world becomes gloomy, and I try to find the actual me

I smell the man trying to kill, letting the silence to fill

Sometimes I feel dreams to be reality, I cry for mercy and pity

Then I turn, I open my eyes, I find nobody around

Was it the truth or a gloomy dream? Was I actually going to scream?

Still thoughts put up in a maze, pounding, surrounded by haze

Life has become tangled braid

Can I come out of it?

Can I be free?

Can I live my life without being afraid?

MOTHER...

OH MOM!

Why are you not here?
Why cant I see you near?
Your face I can never see
Your voice I can never hear
When I look outside the window
Kids holding hands of soul
Question Myself, at my existence
Feeling lifeless and troll
Am no life without you
Just come back to me once
I cant reverse past
I cant let it pass
Still holding it strong in heart
Unable to make a new start
Awaiting eagerly for that day
When you are only inches away!!!